"Why did he wake up a another day
All he wants is death
He no longer wants to live
If there is a god
Does he have no mercy
This Iv pierced into his skin
Meds clogging his every thought
Where’s the end everyone talks about
Where’s the bright light
Is there no end
He can’t no longer withstand the pain
It’s feel like all it does is rain
A never ending fog
The sun never comes out
A darkness that never goes completely dark
The place where hope is nonexistent
J.Alfred “Hopeless” (national poetry month day11)
"If I had the ability
To control these thoughts
That invade my mind
3rd eye open
So I openly invite them
To join the community
Of these uncontrollable thoughts
J.Alfred “The Good, The Bad, & The Ugly” (via jeffaintshityet)
"They got us thinking
Don’t swing from
These trees no more
Blood still stain these roots
Hate still confined
In the cranium
Of the minds of
Who once enslaved
Nooses are still installed
Around our necks
Gun shots still plunged
Into the innocent
Our melanin must be a threat
To the point
They hate to see it
All the same
Racism been bred in them
Hopefully one day it’ll change"
J.Alfred “Strange Fruit” (via jeffaintshityet)
"She been on the streets
Since teen was attached to the end of her age
Heroin plunged into her veins
Synthetic drugs shoved down her throat
Her pussy for sell
To whoever was willing to pay
Pimped labeled shipped and delivered
To customers more than twice her age
The streets have no heart
She was too naïve
Still wet behind the ears
The streets have no love for anyone
J.Alfred X No Love (National Poetry Month Day 5)
"I was told to write something beautiful
Something to ease the heart
So where do I start
Probably with the sound of your laugh
Or your smile that lights up my heart
That facial expression you make when you’re thinking to hard
The sight of you blushing
After a compliment
The weirdness you express cause
Your plain old weird
Your whole nature is beautiful
So I’ll just write about you."
J.Alfred “Dope” (via jeffaintshityet)
"I want a Queen.
Matter of fact I need a Queen.
But I’m patiently waiting.
A Queen I could share my dreams with.
Talk to about anything.
Spend hours with without a dull moment.
Be weird with.
A Queen that makes me better.
A Queen that if it came down to it I would be willing to share my last name with"
J.Alfred “Qu33n” (via jeffaintshityet)